Future machine..I need you

If i had this future machine that can read your mind and writes what's on it ? That machine would broke because right now my mind is just missed up , thank god I'm not a robot because i would be just receiving error messages for the rest of my life.

Like literally I tried to write two stories , I wrote five pages and I stopped,not because I don't know how to keep going on with the story (altho I'm not that good at writing long stories) but because i have to much ideas for it and I can't put them all at once.

Maybe that's why I stopped writing and publishing ones every week , thats not the only reason tho ,, i have to figure out this  hell "my exams" ,its just , i donno but its to much to handle lol :) .

Cool story .. I actually always start liking to write when exams are right in the corner (duh , i hate stuDYING and I rather to do anything than just getting stuck in my house with those bloody school evil books :)

Yeah whatever i just wanted to tell y'all that i missed being active in this blog , yea right like there are people actually care ahhaha haha ha .. I suck :)

May the devil books disappear from your lives,

Ravan•

Empty

When you feel like there is no way out 

When you feel empty inside 

When you feel like nobody is here

When you feel so small

When you feel like there is nothing you can do

When you feel like the whole world is burning .

Don't give up when you think you should 

Don't give up because at least one person cares 

Don't give up because god always with you .

We are humans, if you don't have struggles in your life then its just .. boring 

Life is a huge train and you are at the first station.. There's a whole new adventures waiting for you .

Don't forget to breathe and Continue

P.s I wasn't going to publish this but it been a long time y'all :)))))

High school sucks 

Happy thoughts,

Ravan.

The beginning of everything-book review

I really don't know how this book get so much hate..

I really actually liked it and it was great , the writing was easy and beautiful , the cover is the kinggg .. I picked up this book because of his cover ( I admit it, I'm a book judger ) .

Everyone who saw me with this book asked me about it and decided to read it :) ..

Everyone hated the ending but I think it was pretty cool you know, like come one people try to except all ending..

I only hated Cassidy's point in the end of the book but if I think about it more it actually makes sense to me

And finally I recommend this book for all the young adults book lovers and i hope you like it 

Peace out,

Rawan A.

P.s. Not every high school teenagie young adults book is like the " oh they're copying john green" book

Qoutes

We full the wall with inspiration qoutes , the word happiness or hope never left our wall 

So we can lie to ourselves selves and say we are happy and we find hope everywhere, the most truthful qoute on my desk wall says "happiness is not in you brain but in your hart " 

When we will stop spending days saying lies to our selves, we should start seeing the problem so we can reach the answer ..

Start cleaning your heart from all the hate , be truthfully happy so you can live longer and better.

Good days everyone ❤️

Hospitals

My favorite place to go is hospital even if I'm not sick because it's the only place i feel that no one will judge me , people are busy with theirselves, the nurses are so kind and lots lots of different stories.. Hospital is the only place you can find beauty these days.. Angels everywhere, caring parents, beautiful kids.

You find hope in hospitals , people look for hope in hospitals, yeah I'm odd :) 

Ps. I don't like Bahrain's hospitals I meant European hospital, ,, Bahrain's hospitals sucks :)

His mysterious wonder

**17 December .. The day he opened his eyes 

17 December .. The day he was born 

Alex was an ordinary kid , at least that's what everyone thought , he have always thought people can see or hear what he see or hear**

-His mysterious wonder-

Coming pretty soon💙👏🏽

Harry Potter

Harry Potter have always been in my life , this series made my life and it have always been there for me ..

I'm thankful for j.k Rowling for creating this magic world that i can escape to every time i feel sad or bored , I loved this series that I began to believe in Hogwarts and the four houses..

For everyone who says that Harry Potter is for kids don't know anything.

There are some things and words that even adults will not fully understand them . I loved Harry Potter so much that I became friends with Harry, Ron , hermione , Neville and even dreco .. The boy who had no choice , the chosen one, the other chosen one , muddblod or the dark freaking lord .. They created my imagination and helped me scape from the real world .

I still love Harry Potter more and more everyday..

"If I turned 80 i will read the books for my grandchildren and they will say "after all this time" and i will answer " ALWAYS ""

31 October challenge

Hi so I might do the 31 October challenge but I don't know if i can keep it up .

It's basically you will get every day in October a blogpost  .. I really want to do this so yeah hopefully it will be easy .

I don't know what topic i will be talking about But stay tuned 

Good day everyone,

Rwan❤️

Writing..

I don't know why I'm even writing this but i just feel the want of writing, I don't agree with the writers who says that

 " how can you write in a phone and not in a peper? "

 personally i feel like writing in a pepper is pointless but if I wrote in a phone maybe one day someone will open this notes and share them with the world (I'm weird) and then i can help people with my writing .

 I actually decided to write a book but when it came out couple months ago as a trend i cancelled:) , I really don't like trends because it makes people look like sheeps ,even tho  I really want to write a book GUjSXhhxuxxyfndjfxjuf

-a picture of me reading and this picture doesn't match the topic because reading and writing is a whole different thing but I don't care :) -

P.s. Follow me in Instagram: rawanalasri 💙

Lessons of life

I like the idea that we can feel the air but we cant see it , this is a simple lesson with very huge meaning , how wonderful it is? Like you can see with your feelings more then you can feel by seeing.. I learned this lesson just by thinking.

God gave us a lot of lessons in this universe and if you want to find them you simply should look for them with your heart , god created all this majestic things to give everyone the most important lessons to live .

So i just gave you one , now go and find the others

The Mother Nature is gorgeous ..

Fall

My favorite season is fall even tho I don't experience it alot because i live in a city where there is no spring or fall..

I love fall , it cozy and warming 

It got that little pinch of laziness into it 

It's calm , relaxing and quite 

Fall don't talk too much , it goes slowly and with no rush 

I love fall , i feel like fall represent the inside me these days, calm , cozy and cold

I wish we had fall , I really wish to .. 

But we still got winter tho , it's beautiful am not gonna lie but i feel like is not .. Fall

A picture of me trying to be all tumblry and stuff :)

What is your favorite season?

Ps. If this is you, brother or Khaled reading this .. Thats awkward , i will probably try to not see you both again but Wellcome ❤️

Get to know me more

1-my name is rawan

2- I'm a survivor in the high school hole 

3-i have no sisters 

4-i love pizza pasta and chines noodles

5- my favorite actress is anna Hathaway.

6- i love movies and books more then life

7-okey .. Let's not talk about how much I love Harry Potter because we won't finish this blog forever 

8- deepika is my earth angel 

9-YouTube made my days and I'm thankful for god 

10- I'm the only 00's who admire 80's 20's 30's and all those old years songs 

11-i have a deep imagination 

12- i wish I could work with nasa

13- I don't show my emotions in public but that doesn't mean I'm not too emotional 

14-cheese and milk stand between me and being vegetarian 

15- I'm muslim , let's continue..

16-i don't want to admit it but I think I have social anxiety.. Hope not 

17- i stick with small group of friends, less is more

18-i don't do math

20-science all the freaking way 

21- I really hate school sports 

22- i love my hair and I'm kinda blessed with it 

23- people say I have long eyelashes but I just lie to them and say that i have a mascara when I don't 

24- i like inside jokes shjwiwnsakla

25-i hate my life 

26- i love my life

27- I'm so into space and all that stuff 

28- diet simply don't work out for me 

29- I'm learning to love my body 

30- i love collecting shoes 

31- i hate it when people are so rude and harmful 

32- this is my second blog 

33- my favorite number is 7

34- i hate my school but i hate my school mates more

35- my eyes start watering every time I doodle and overthink at the same time

36-did I mentioned how much movies make my life ? Like literally!!

37- I'm trying to keep up with my grads .. Its high school!!

38- i love quotes 

39- I'm not a huge lessoner but am also not a talker at all

40- i hate these days songs 

41- i love memories 

42- nobody ever understand me in my family:) i have huge problem but thanks god for my friends 

43- one day I'm gonna release a book 

44- im odd , no questions let's go

45- i hate load mouths

46- I never meant to harmful anyone by purpose 

47- I can beat bad days so I'm strong 

48-i believe that after every sad moment there will always be that beautiful moment 

49- I can't stop coffee and this is a big problem 

50-no one will probably read this so yeah :)